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I'm known as Laura and I can make lots of fun when I'm passing the time in this bizar world which none of us understands. I might be kinda like a drifter, 'cause I let things come and go without a purpose. Maybe there'll be a purpose some day, or I'll be so lucky that I forget that I wanted to have a purpose.. Anyway I'll wait for the change.

I live in a little sweet village near Utrecht, it's called Maartensdijk. I live here with my parents and my brother and sister. I love them all very much, my parents, they let me grow up and learned me lots of things from when I was born. I love them because they have given me this life and I feel guilty for them when I am so ungreatful for life again.
I'm still at school and I will do my exams this year. I also work parttime at a callcentre, which means that I have to call people 12 hours in a week to sell them unimportant things. So that's where I get my money for. Unfortunately I waste lots of money for cigarettes and other things even worse. Everyday I regret it even more, but still I continue doing it.

Like I said before, I don't do lots of things 'cause I'm often not in the mood for anything 'cause it all seems so meaningless. I have to get out of this, but yeah, it'll be okay.
I'm so happy that there is music, music enters me to worlds that are totally different from the world we join every day, every hour, every minute, and even every second! Music is like drugs 'cause it gives you a temporary escape from the world and then you create new worlds with new possibilities. When you hear a song too often, you get too much used to it, and it won't give you the same feeling anymore, just like with the drugs. When you stop listening to the song for a while and listen it again after a while, you might get the same feeling again in the world that you created with the song. The big difference is that drugs are chemicals that slowly destroy your mind and body and music is just healthy and accepted. (I wonder if I'm telling you all bullshit right now, or am I maybe crazy?)
Nevermind.
I seem to be really introvert, but I'm not trying to be like that. But like I said, everything'll be allright it just needs his time.
Why am i here on LiveJournal? Actually I don't know much about it, but it seems nice, and I was looking for a site to make some kind of profile where I could put on lots of stuff (pictures, frustrations, obsessions or whatever it might be..) whenever I want to. So, we will see.

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